Friday, February 26, 2010
Boom Time Day 17 (2/25/10)
After a while, we went to the library and I got some research done and handled a few other things. It was actually an extremely productive time. I also sent the e-mails to Sean for the business plan work. I am really looking forward to our meeting tomorrow.
The highlight of my day was my amazing meeting with my mentor for the nutrition business. She has created quite a lot of success for herself and her tips are extremely helpful. She helped me define specific goals and create a plan of action that is very doable. Is that a word? Anyway, I left feeling inspired and ready to go!
Afterward, I had a nice visit with my mom. I was taking some of the products I've been using to her. I am very curious to see how her body will react to them. She is often under immense stress and I'd love to be able to help her feel better. I will definitely be calling her tomorrow to see how her day went. One thing that was nice was that my mom looked at me and said, "Are you losing weight?" I hadn't thought that anything was visibly noticeable, so it was good to know that she could tell. So, I'm on my way. It'll be interesting to see where I am at my next weigh-in.
When I got home, my mind was still buzzing from the meeting earlier. Even though I was getting tired, I decided to stay up long enough to set out my plan of action for tomorrow. Now that I had some very clear direction, it was simple to get my mind wrapped around the next steps. I have always been great with big vision and creative thinking. Where I have often struggled is in the day-to-day planning. So, all of this great advise that I've been getting from Dennis, Sean and Rhetah is extremely helpful. It is so nice to feel like I've got an incredible team in place to help me get things done. That is something I haven't really experienced before. This is so exciting!
Reminder: Bring your friends to my show this Sunday night at the LA Baha'i Center. See the flyer below for information! Let me know if you're coming by sending an e-mail to findyourvoicenow@gmail.com
Gratitude: I am extremely grateful today for teamwork. Years ago in a self-development class, I learned the concept that 1 + 1 does not equal 2. Essentially when two or more come together, they create vastly more than the two could get accomplished working separately.
Blessings!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Concert on Sunday
findyourvoicenow.gmail.com
Blessings!
Boom Time Day 16 (2/24/10)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Boom Time Day 15 (2/23/10)
After I spoke with Doctah B, I called Dennis about the marketing and planning work he wanted to help me with. He was ready to meet up and we scheduled a meeting for today at 7pm! I was so happy that he was putting me on his priority list. When we met up, he gave me some great tools to work with and a lot of food for thought. I was so amped after meeting with him that I ended up staying up until after midnight, which I haven't been doing recently. He gave me advise on connecting with radio shows that are in alignment with the workshops to see about having an interview or announcement on those programs. He gave me clear, step-by-step instructions which I really needed because I have never done anything like that. I was happy to note that the idea of calling radio shows to get an interview didn't overwhelm me. I don't know that I would have felt as comfortable doing that before I began taking myself on so seriously. He also made a commitment to do a e-flyer for the workshops, which will be a huge help. I feel so blessed and supported. Everyone around me is so wonderful.
So, here's the deal, my friends. Everything is building and several people have asked me what they can do to support me in this process. I am so grateful that my friends are willing to be there for me in tangible ways. So, here are some things that you can do.
1. Post comments on the blog: tell me your story, write about things that inspire you on the blog, offer tools that have been useful to you
2. Send me your e-mail address so that I can get the e-flyer to you for the workshops and keep you posted about other events I am participating in.
3. Share this blog, the workshops, and other events that I am participating in with your friends. An e-mail blast to all of your contacts would be amazing!
4. Let me know if you know any spiritual groups, churches, new thought groups or other places that may want me to perform there or do a workshop.
5. Offer suggestions of people to contact for mentorship.
Any of the above items that you can do would be immensely helpful. I am building a community and I definitely want you to be a part of it.
Gratitude: Today, I am grateful for you - my reader, my supporter, my friend. Your words of encouragement and support help keep me on the path. You are a blessing in my life and I thank you for contributing your unique gifts to me. Love to you! Blessings to you!
Make it a great day!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Boom Time Day 14 (2/22/10)
I did my weight-in and discovered that I hadn't lost any weight. I hadn't gained any either. I was a little disappointed, but I knew that I hadn't done as much work on this goal this week due to the problems with my shoulder. I will be patient with myself and give it more of an effort in the coming week.
After I got Ana to school, I came home to handle business and get the day going. I checked my account balance to see if my tax refund had been deposited. It had been, but it was over $1200 less than I had anticipated. At first I was confused, irritated and stressed. I did a bit of investigation and discovered that the money had been used to cover a loan that I hadn't repaid. This added to my irritation because the loan had been taken out years ago without my knowledge and I have felt for years that this was a very unjust situation. Now, money that I had been planning to use to further the goals I am working so hard for had been taken to pay off this loan that I didn't even ask for. I was highly upset for a short while. Then, I caught myself and remembered that this energy and feeling of victimization would do nothing but damage. So, I collected myself, did a bit of prayer and meditation and then came to a conclusion. I decided that everything that I had planned to use the money for still had to happen. I made a committment to myself and I intend to keep it. So, instead of letting the circumstance hold me back, I used it to give me extra fire and determination to achieve my goals. The "how" is not for me to be concerned with. I just know that it's done.
Some other exciting things happened today. I spoke with my friend Sean who does business development, business plans, strategic planning and fundraising work. He is willing to help me with my business plan. This is a huge contribution to me and I am so thankful for his help. We spoke for about 45 minutes and got on the same page. Then, we scheduled an appointment for this Friday evening to get to work. I am very excited about this. I've been wanting to get this organized for a long time and now it is manifesting! Yay!
I also had a great conversation with a life coach today. She is involved in the nutrition business that I have recently gotten involved with. I told her that I was looking for 3 mentors and, since she is doing what I am working on for myself, I would love to have her be one of them. She was totally willing! We are doing a traning for the nutrition business on Saturday morning and, since she is in town for only a brief while, we decided to set a meeting for this Thursday to have a one-on-one. I am so excited to have the opportunity to learn from her. She is a great person and I really enjoyed speaking with her.
Later, I got a phone call from Jillana, who is the woman that is setting up a healing ranch, which is one of the mid-range goals that I am working on - meaning it's probably 2 - 3 years out. For those of you who are setting goals for yourself, I recommend starting 10 years out. What do you see your life looking like in 10 years. Then, work backward to determine what needs to happen in 5 years, then 3 years, then 1 year. I did this excercise last summer and it was very helpful. I noticed that it was very easy for me to write out the goals for 10 years and 1 year. The years in the middle was where I had the most difficulty. I did a lot of back and forth and editing before I finally settled on all of the goals. So, if you do this exercise, give yourself at least 30 minutes to an hour to work on it. If you aren't already very clear about where you want to be in 10 years, then you will need even more time. You can work on it over several days if necessary.
Anyway, back to Jillana. When we spoke last, we said that we would reconnect either Monday or Tuesday. So, I put a call to her on my schedule for Tuesday. Yet, all day today, I kept feeling like I should give her a call. Then, around 8:30 pm, she called me. She said that she saw a missed call from me earlier, which is interesting because I hadn't called her. She said that she had originally planned to call me Tuesday as well, but had gotten a clear direction during her morning "download" - as she called it - to call me today. Clearly we need to meet. So, we decided to schedule a meeting for Friday morning at 9am to connect. It is exciting to see such clear evidence of divine assistance!
What an interesting day!
Gratitude: I am grateful for resiliency and clear intention. This could have been a very difficult day and yet, it turned out to be a very inspiring one. I am more motivated and enthusiastic about my goals and my life. What a great gift!
Blessings!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Boom Time Day 13
In the later evening, I had a great time learning some Yoga poses from my girl Arlyn who has been hooked on Yoga for a while. Her tips were really helpful and I am excited because now I can add some Yoga to my morning routine. One of the poses looks like it would be very helpful for the problems I've been having with my shoulder and neck. I am looking forward to seeing how including Yoga helps me in my process.
Tomorrow is weigh-in day and I'm a bit nervous because I know that I did not do as much exercise as I had originally planned. At first, I let my neck and shoulder pain get in the way and then I realized that there are plenty of exercises that don't involve either my neck or shoulder having to strain. So, today, I decided to put some focus on those until I can get to a chiropractor and resolve the problem. It would have been nice to get to that realization earlier in the week, but at least I did get to it. Hopefully my weight has continued to go down.
Looking forward to another beautiful and productive day tomorrow.
Gratitude: I am grateful today for being happy with who I am. It took a long time for me to let go of the massive amount of self-judgement I was subjecting myself to. It feels so freeing to honestly love myself for exactly who I am right now.
Blessings!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Boom Time Day 12 (2/20/10)
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Boom Time Day 11 (2/19/10)
Speaking of the workshop, I was talking with my friend Adesua and realized that I may not be able to cover everything I'd like to in 4 hours. So, now I am considering doing a few lectures prior to the workshop to handle some of the more specific segments and then do the more interactive portions in the 4-hour workshop. I think that may be the most effective way to go. So, Sunday, I'll give Doctah B a call and arrange some other dates for the lectures since he is doing a sound workshop tomorrow.
I got the confirmation for singing at Agape, so the March 21st date is official. I am definitely looking forward to singing there again. The energy there is amazing and the people are so wonderful. It's also a great place to make connections with like-minded people. Hopefully some of you can come check out the service when I'm there. I am looking for one or two people to help with the Artist table (getting sign-ups for the e-mail list, selling CDS etc.) Let me know if you are willing to come down and help.
In the early evening I started feeling very tired and was wondering what was going on with me. After a while I realized that my body was fighting off a cold, so it was telling me that I needed to rest. I don't do the "sick" thing. Usually, when I feel like that, I just rest and I feel better pretty quickly. The other thing that was bugging me was my neck and shoulder. I can tell that something is out of place in my neck and my shoulder is locking up on me. I've been keeping it at bay with massage and stretching, but now it's starting to get to be a bigger problem. Anyone know a good chiropractor open on weekends? Despite the physical challenges, I felt great today and I expect to have a more productive day tomorrow.
Gratitude: I am so grateful for having the money manifest my vision. With that in place, things will move even faster. Things are falling into place wonderfully. It's Boom Time!
Blessings!
Friday, February 19, 2010
Boom Time Day 10!
Today I had a great day. I spent most of the early part of the day preparing for my classes at Full Circle Learning Academy. I love working at this school because the model that it is built upon is incredible! My friend Teresa Langness is the founder mastermind behind the school. She created a curriculum that integrates (this is the operative word) academics, character development, conflict resolution, service and the arts. I have always loved the idea of placing the emphasis on the development of the child through these tools rather than seeing teaching as a responsibility to fill the mind with more information. So, my responsibility at the school involves integrating music into the curriculum and using it as a tool to develop character and a sense of service. What a blessing to be able to use my skills in this way.
When I was reading my e-mail earlier, I discovered another opportunity to be of service. My cousin in Palm Desert wants me to come out there and do a vocal workshop to help them be able to integrate music into the service work that they are doing out there. I haven't seen my cousins out there in a while and I miss them dearly. So, not only do I get to do a great service, I also get to spend time with my beloved family! Life is so good. It looks like I'll be doing the workshop in mid- late April. I will post the details when everything gets confirmed. I plan to be doing more workshops in other areas, so if you know anyone that would be interested, definitely let me know.
Dennis received my paragraph and said that he was ready to get to work right away. He asked me to call him tomorrow if I haven't yet heard from him. I am curious what he is going to do. I am ready to get that e-newsletter going and start on the business plan. Since the number of events that I am participating in and/or conducting is growing rapidly, I want to make sure that I have efficient promotional and marketing tools in place. I am so thankful that I am being supported in this way. Thank you Dennis. You are amazing!
Reminder: I will be participating in a concert on Sunday, February 28th with an amazing group of talented singers. It will be held at the Los Angeles Baha'i Center (5755 Rodeo Road, Los Angeles 90016) The event is free of charge and will definitely be incredible. Come out and bring your friends. I'd love to see you there.
Also, for those who wanted to see the performance at Agape on February 3rd, here is the link. I looked at the footage and was shocked at how big I looked. It'll be interesting to see what the footage looks like when I sing there again in March. I expect to see a marked difference!
Here is the link: http://www.indigoplatforms.tv/recorded/video/163
Gratitude: I am grateful for children. There is nothing like the energy, laughter and voice of a child. Today my 1st grade students sang "We Are the World" and made their teacher cry. They have no idea how much they affect us. Children are beautiful!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Boom Time Day 9
After work, everything got pretty busy because there was an important meeting for the business that I am doing related to the products that I have been taking. We had people to pick up and several schedules to coordinate. Once everything got settled and we got to the meeting, everything was great! It was a wonderful and inspiring meeting. When I got home, my brain was reeling with ideas. I had a meeting with my roommate and friend My-Key about the upcoming workshops. She is going to design an image that can be imprinted on a t-shirt and used in my literature. My company is called Healing Song, so the image will represent that and the idea of freeing the inner voice. I am so excited that these workshops are finally getting under way. I have envisioned them for nearly 2 years and I am totally ready to see them become manifest. My-Key is also going to design my flyer for the workshops. Once I get everything in place, I will share it all with you. For now, if anyone knows any singers, actors, speakers, or other people who would like to experience greater expression of their true Voice (inner voice), please feel free to invite them to the workshop on March 14th at Elevation. The workshop will run from 1 - 6pm and will be a very holistic approach including nutrition, healing techniques as well as physical work on the voice through singing and exercises. More details will be coming soon.
I finally got my paragraph written about the vocal therapy work and sent it to my friend Dennis. I look forward to hearing his response and setting up a time to meet about it. It feels wonderful to be supported on the business end of my work. I have been so used to doing things on my own that it has really taken concerted effort to open myself to receiving help. That has been one of my biggest lessons in the last year or so. The power of team is priceless.
Gratitude: Today I am grateful for the blessing of living and doing what I love!!! So many people get up and wish they didn't have to go to work because their job is just a job. I am blessed to be earning a living through my bliss! Yay!!!!!!
Blessings!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Boom Time Day 8
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Boom Time Day 7
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Boom Time: Day 6
I sang at the Sunday Devotional Program at the Baha'i Center today. I hadn't been there in quite a while, so it was nice to be back and see friends I had been missing. I also got a chance to see my friend Adesua sing. She has such a beautiful voice. We have often spoken about doing voice work and hanging out more often, yet we never made the time to do it. So, today, we decided to get on that. We are gonna meet up tomorrow afternoon and talk about music, health etc. She is a very health conscious person, so I'm hoping she's got some good information for me in my journey.
After the program, I came home and did a yard sale. I've been doing them regularly because I live on a very busy street with lots of traffic. It's a prime location. Anyway, I've been creating extra income to take care of things I wouldn't normally have the funds to do. It's been very helpful. Anyway, I sat out there for a while and made a few phone calls. I still haven't reached several people on my list, so I am making a commitment to spend much more time tomorrow reaching them. I did get in touch with my friend Janeska and we scheduled lunch for tomorrow, so I'm excited about that. She said she wants to teach me another healing technique. She is the one who taught me how to do EFT (Emotional Freedom Tapping). I am definitely curious what new techniques she has. We're also gonna talk about nutrition and supplements, so I should end up with lots of good information between her and Adesua.
I also spoke with my friend who is going to train me in Reiki. She is busy for the next couple of weeks planning for the concert that I will be singing in on February 28th. So, after that we will schedule some sessions. I am really looking forward to that. Every new technique that I learn helps me serve my voice therapy clients better and that is exactly what the goal is. Between all of the specialists that I know, I will be armed with quite a bit of information and skills to make a big difference for my clients. I'm so excited that everything is coming together so nicely.
I'm at my mother's house now, borrowing her internet service. So, when I get home, I will be doing the rest of my workout and planning out my day tomorrow. I haven't yet sent the e-mail to Dennis with my paragraph about my business, so that also has to get done tomorrow. Tomorrow is also the weigh-in day. I'm curious how I have done. We'll see what the results of the first week of my new lifestyle. I will also take a picture and post it on the site so that I can have photographic evidence of the changes being made. Overall, I am happy with the progress that is being made. Things have been moving swiftly and that's just how I like it. Let's see what happens in the next week of the journey.
Thank you all for participating in the journey!
Blessings!
Gratitude: Today I am grateful for the opportunity to see how important prayer and meditation are. I am thankful that I have the time and space to make them a consistent part of my life. Connecting with God and with my inner self is such a wonderful experience. I hope you all will take the time to experience it for yourselves.
Boom Time: Day 5
Once I finished with the shopping, I took my Grandmother home and then went to my house to change clothes and head over to Doctah B's workshop. I got there a lot later than I expected, so I missed a lot of information. However, there were some interesting things that I got out of it. One thing he talked about that really resonated with me was preparing a space for your presence. He said that before we go somewhere we should visualize ourselves in that space and send our energy (vibration) there in order to prepare the space to be ready and in alignment with our vibration. I have often been places that felt in conflict with my energy and many times I have protected my energy by centering myself or I have left if it makes sense to do so. What he was talking about was intriguing to me because it is proactive. We can set ourselves up to have a great experience by visualizing it and holding it as an intention. What a great way to see it!
After a while, he introduced me and asked me to sing. He played various rhythms on a hand drum while I sang, letting myself flow with his energy. There is so much power in channeling like that! When I do that, I experience the freedom of my soul. I take my mind out of the equation and simply let my soul speak. Occasionally a few words or phrases would come up, but most of the time I just made sounds and let whatever wanted to be expressed come through me. It was a very freeing and healing experience. When I finished, my hands were shaking because tHere was so much energy flowing through me. That was so wonderful. After it was all over, there was silence. We all sat and soaked up the sacredness that had been created. It was quite magical.
Later, when everyone was leaving, Doctah B came up to me, gave me A big hug and said, joyfully, "She's back!" We didn't have much time to talk because he had a client to work with, but we did set a date for my vocal workshop. It'll be at his place (Elevation) on Sunday, March 14th. More details will be posted later.
The last thing I want to mention is that my performance at Agape on Feb. 3rd can Be viewed online at www.agapelive.com. Apparently all you have to do is go to the date and you can watch the whole service. Since this is the first time I am accessing the internet today, I'll have to check it out tomorrow. I'm curious how it turned out. Oh, and Doctah B recorded our sacred song today, so hopefully I'll be able to share that with you all soon.
Gratitude: Today I am grateful for technology! It provides incredible tools for reaching great numbers of people, giving us a chance to inspire, heal and uplift others by sharing our true voice and unique gifts - if we so choose.
Blessings!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Boom Time: Day Four
Boom Time: Day Three
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
It's Boom Time: Day Two
Today was a great day! I got up a little later than I had planned. I had a lot of catching up on sleep to do after being up from 3am to 11:30pm yesterday. Once I did get up, I got on the Wii Fit, did my weigh in and discovered that I was 2lbs lighter. That was a nice start to the day. I did a 30 minute cardio workout and then got to business organizing my day. I got totally organized and handled more business in a few hours than I usually do in a day. When I checked my e-mail, I saw a message from my sister Dawnee in response to my blog post from yesterday. Her words were extremely uplifting and encouraging. That was a great message to experience in the morning. Thank you sis!!!! That’s exactly what I’m talking about. When you guys participate in my journey, you help me achieve my goals by giving me fuel through encouragement, ideas, and holding me accountable. It feels great to know that if I don’t post a message today, there are people who will hit me up and say, “What happened?” That means that I will be much more likely to stay committed to the process that I have set for myself. One of the lessons I am learning is how important building a team around me is. I have been so used to doing things for myself, that it has been difficult for me to break that habit. This blog and your support are part of the solution to that challenge. Now that I can see the pattern that has kept me blocked, I am making an effort to do something different.
I also wanna thank my girl Arlyn Royce for her support. You have been a great inspiration to me as you have been working through your own challenges with heroic effort. I am blessed to be surrounded by so many incredible people. Now it’s time for us to find ways to team up and support each other in our growth in a tangible way. I am excited at the prospect of making that happen. I hope that you guys will comment on the blog page so that others can see what you are writing and learn from your thoughts. I want this experience to be something that benefits everyone involved. That is where growth really takes off!
Anyway, getting back to how the day went, I taught music at Wilder’s Preparatory today and the kids had a chance to sing the songs that I have been teaching them to the director of the after school program (my supervisor) and some of the parents. They sounded great and the director of the program was so happy that she decided she wanted to get me some more hours so that I can help her put together a mini version of The Wiz with the kids for the end of the year. While I was happy to get an opportunity to increase my hours and pay, I was even more excited to realize that I wasn’t even sure I wanted to take on the extra hours because my private business is beginning to pick up. That was a great moment for me.
Earlier in the day I got on the phone and called Sheri Petrie, who was my physical trainer about a year ago. We were working together twice a week and I had lost about 20lbs, but I kept having problems with my bone alignment. For years, I have been recovering from adrenal exhaustion that was so severe that I my adrenal glands were almost completely shot. One of the ways that adrenal exhaustion affected me was that my ligaments would become like overstretched rubber bands and my bones would go out of place very easily. So, when I would work out, I kept throwing the bones in my neck out. Now, I am feeling a lot stronger, thanks to some mental work I’ve been doing and a particular product that I’ve been taking. So, I decided to get back into the routine. I got in touch with Sheri and we struck a deal. She’s gonna train me and I will give her kids voice lessons. I used to teach her kids when I worked at View Park Prep and they are both very talented singers, so I am totally excited to work with them again. With one call, I made advancements in two of my three goals! Now that’s what I’m talking about.
I’ve got a lot more work to do, so tomorrow will be filled with phone calls and other action steps toward my goals. I am looking forward to continuing on the journey with you all.
Gratitude: Today, I am grateful for true friends who support by speaking honestly, holding me to what I say and encouraging me with loving, inspiring words. Thank you Dawnee and Arlyn for shining in my world today. I love you both!!!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
It's Boom Time!
Day One
I woke up at 3am today with my mind racing. I kept thinking about all of the things I have envisioned for my life. Things that I am finally ready to manifest. I have done years of self work, research, healing and preparation. I have many tools and resources readily available. And yet, I hadn’t managed to manifest what I have been envisioning. So, there I was at 3am wondering why I was awake with thoughts rambling in my head, when suddenly the words “It’s boom time!” appeared in the forefront of my mind. It was one of those “Aha!” moments. Things just clicked into place and, strange as it may seem, I was certain that “It’s boom time!” was the answer to manifesting the vision I have been seeing. That was when I realized that I am ready. It is time for manifestation. So, I am now committing myself to creating that life that I see. I decided to make use of those many resources and tools that I have available to me and get it done! Not in some gradual way, where I take baby steps and procrastinate out of fear. “It’s boom time!” And booms take off with force.
While I was laying there with my mind racing through the many possibilities, it became clear that I should document my journey and share it with others. This way, I will remember how I created my vision and possibly help some others along the way. It is also a great way to hold myself accountable for sticking with my vision and staying focused and disciplined. So, I am inviting you along for the journey. I am posting my 90 day goals and asking your support in holding me accountable for reaching them. I will post daily blog entries chronicling the journey and I will share the tools and resources that I am using (links for much of them will be provided). I invite you to participate and support me by commenting on the blogs, sharing your story, asking questions, offering advise and/or resources, or whatever else comes to mind. If you would like to use the tools and physically join the journey, please do so and let me know how it’s going. Your journey will surely inspire me!
My 90 day Goals to be reached by 5/8/10
1. Weigh 190 lbs or less. (Starting weight 233 lbs)
2. Have a fully functioning, licensed vocal coaching/seminar business conducting at least 1 all day vocal workshop and 2 seminars per month with at least 40 consistent voice students either attending the workshops/seminars or weekly private voice lessons.
3. Have at least 3 successful mentors willing to support me in achieving my long-term goals. (More on those later)
I will accomplish these goals by balancing the mental, spiritual and physical aspects of my life through daily prayer, meditation, visualization, nutrition and exercise. I will also utilize the tools and resources that are available to me to add impetus to my daily practices and manifest my goals.
Since gratitude is one of the keys to happiness and abundance, I would like to identify something that I am thankful for in each blog. Today, I am grateful for my amazing father who inspires, guides and encourages me to be my best. I am thankful for his love and support and for the Wii Yoga and weights that he gave me recently so that each time that I use them I will remember that he is with me, supporting me in being healthy. What a blessing. I am so grateful for you.
Looking forward to the journey with you all! Thank you for joining me.
Blessings!